A friend once asked what seems to be a simple question
wherein a kid can give over a hundred in just a couple of minutes, yet the
complexity behind it was far more than I can imagine:
"What is the best thing (needed) in life?"
Simple
isn't it? I bet you too can give more than 10 quick ones ^_^x.
I was laughing and making fun of some of the possible
answers for some are silly and funny, while others are somewhat dumb and
spot-on stupid. Some are even quoted lines from movies, song lyrics, and
one-liners from famous people. Then I got stumped when I was supposed to
confidently spill my take on the subject. I wanted to say something but the
sound of my voice can't be heard. It was on the tip of my tongue, at the back
of my head... but then i got numb. Did a lightning bolt just jolted me for a
second i blinked? I was staring at Athena's face (my PC monitor) trying to
inculcate the idea deep into my mind, beyond the point where reasoning and
logic meet.
But there i was, not having the answer at that very
moment... not even sure if I do have it somewhere in the inner depths of my
weary mind, past memories maybe or even present life experiences. My brain is
trying to command my fingers to type the words, but they just laid still...
frozen.
I slept that night feeling empty. With the emptiness
swallowing my whole being, drowning me into eternal void. Staring at the
ceiling, the walls mocking me with their standstill silence. I closed my eyes,
took a deep breath...
"Tomorrow" i said, there will be an answer.
Woke up tired and restless (as usual for the
past 3 months), still managed to drag myself up for the morning prayers.
Subhanallah the imam's iqra'a (recitation) of holy verses somewhat managed to
sooth my weary soul. I wouldn't trade my place in a congregational prayer with
any "happy" place in the known world. With that state of comfort I
began to give thanks and praise... for the new day that I was being given
chance to witness. And that day I knew I was ready to answer the
"simple" question.
Athena greeted me with a happy
"beep" when i pushed her power-on button. With in a couple of
minutes, I laid my eyes into the familiar words on the screen. "What is the
best thing (needed) in life?" My fingers danced across Athena's keys, with
every "tick and tack" spells conviction and confidence.
Contentment..... and acceptance. If you have
both, you've got nothing more to want.
A
smile escaped from my dry and chapping lips.
It was true on both logical and moral sense. It is indeed
not easy to have both, for one can't gain either outside the state of calmness
and tranquility.... especially during difficult times.
The difference between having patience (sabr)
during the struggles of life, and taking pleasure or having contentment (rida’)
in them.
By Allah’s Mercy, accepting what He decrees with patience
for us is a route to salvation, but it is a higher degree for us to embrace and
love that decree.
By another inspiring aspect of Allah’s guidance, the latter
is initially harder but actually makes the path toward Him easier. Instead of religion just being a set of duties or things we
have to put up with, it becomes an on-going source of wonder and contentment.
May Allah grant us the state of being contented with His
Decree.
Ya Rabb! I am your slave, lighten the weight
upon my chest and help me attain Rida' with ease by your Mercy. And to you
shall be the return of all things.
Yes in this life there are things beyond our control....
beyond our mortal comprehension.... which has already been ordained to happen.
Our grasp of understanding is the only thing standing between wisdom and
knowledge, wherein the latter is merely a fact that we can relate to easily
while the former has a deeper meaning that needs to be pondered and
comprehended.
Acceptance.... contentment.... your Happiness, will be (Inshaallah) mine
too.
The best thing/s in life aren't the ones you already have
but those that you've learned to accept of not having and being contented
in the process.
Inshaallah at the end of the day (or before our life's journey ends) it
will be granted as "boomerangs".
Fly now and lit up the night sky.... here standing watching
from afar. And when the lights fade away, will always be there to light it up
again.
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